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my love, your strength is blinding, your courage, shining how did you survive all the fighting and all the crying? you did stop and think “it’s wrong”, yet you carried on? knew you had to be strong and be there for mom because she was always alone here you are today, going your own way and seizing the day. waiting for someone to say, “now i’m here to stay because you’re worth it, babe” bLISS
i find myself drowning in the softness of your deep brown eyes falling further and further down, as your gaze holds mine when you touch my skin briefly, making me aware of your presence the warmth of your intent, that's the purest of your essence how can a single person offer that? so much comfort and serenity simply by just existing as you are, i feel as if you were meant for me perhaps this is fate as they call it, or chance as the realists say but there's peace when i'm with you, as you are the brightest part of my day FEATHERS AND WAX
some days he is the sun, at times he is the darkness as much as i tried to love him, his entire being was tarnished i have so much love for him, but i didn’t know whether to believe that it was him who captured my heart, or the versions of him i conceived i offered him the world, he gifted me the wheel of fortune said that fate was the ultimate test but i had already driven myself to exhaustion my love, i flew too close to the sun and then the darkness encapsulated me maybe deep down, you loved me too but i deserve to be free synchronization
under the golden light, he was dressed in a red sweater the luminance bounced off of his cheeks, and his outlook played along with the scenery he laid surrounded by flower petals and carefully ran each fragment between his fingers, feeling the softness as if it were a safe haven; an escape from his constant bustle he remembered back to the days when freedom and liveliness were necessities, but in that moment in time, he felt calmer than ever before as time continued on, he picked up the book and mouthed the words something about a dream, he said maybe this was always our reality FRUITION
the chance to see you smile again and again, i’ve travelled through world lines though it feels like it never ends tragic, they may call it as i realized i failed to save you at first but it was unlike me to give in, as i’ve already gone through the worst you said i suffered so much for you though i never found it to be tedious was it me you were always looking to? in this timeline, and the previous? now i have finally found you once more, i have protected you from what would be inevitable what i wouldn’t give to always be yours it was always you, didn’t you know? purgatory
it’s hell in itself to know that i cannot learn to breathe through the flames with you with everything i am
as if the moon could bring me to you, shining its radiant, iridescent glow and lighting up the night our distance could be cut in two, the moon as our messenger, as though it powers us through the fight i had you for the moment, but before long, you took your leave, promising a new world for us but don't worry about it, because it was always you who i'd believe, and it was right of me to trust we had our own goals to achieve, through the galaxy, we'd traverse doing all that we can you always returned to me my only, my beloved, my universe and i love you with everything i am unbeknownst
every beautiful thing that engulfed my mind always lead back to him but he had yet to know that this love went both ways yuánfèn
someday, sooner than later we will come together as one when the Divine sees fit, a new cycle will have begun the moon always brings me back to you, one thousand nights entwined it has forever been you, and ours will be the love of a lifetime |
FIRST LOVE
she’s everything i am, and everything i could be she gets tired and lonesome, and she’s suffered for me she’s strong and capable, and someone i look up to her unconditional love is powerful, and she’s lessened every pain i’ve gone through time after time again, she’s forgiven my selfish ways because she has always been a part of me, and she’s always here to stay twenty-four
pieces starting to fall into place, i no longer worry about saving face i thought i had escaped loneliness back then, but now i realized that it was nowhere near the end a blank canvas enters the scene, a slate furthermore wiped clean i cannot say i’m moving forward with no trepidation, but i’m positive that i no longer hold any reservations HALF OF YOU
you’re a golden boy with sunshine in your heart and stardust in your palms you light up the world simply by sharing your wonder and spreading the light you possess like a flower on a spring day you blossom bolder than before revealing your beauty and strength all of me could never equate because half of you is more than enough to fill the spaces that this universe gathers you are the missing piece in everything the love songs, the bitter coffee, and so on and you hold the power to complete them so spread that magic throughout and show them what you can do because all of me is less than half of you ukiyo
the look in his eyes was calming and it felt as if time had stopped, just the two of us conscious of the situation his soft touch felt like rose petals, brushing against my bare skin and leaving me breathless and wanting more he read words off of the page and chills ran down my spine, thinking about if those sentiments were meant for me his soothing voice resonated deeply, emphasizing each of his sentiments and it felt like listening to my favorite song at dawn i imagined having all of him to myself; that seemed like it would fill me up and mend all the gaps in my heart but what if i got just a piece of him? would that be enough for me? perhaps i never want to wake up from this dream vice
a short phase of my life, that happened to be you the morning light and you were here, the setting sun, your presence was mere i absorbed the lessons you had to give, and realized the growth, i needed to live the love you showed me was more than enough, the highest of highs, you took me above like a haiku, pleasing and concise i could never forget you, my lovely vice waves
love comes to me in waves, but will i ever have the ocean? would i be the one you'd save? or would you leave me, frozen? on the shore, the water delivers gifts such as words from faraway lovers the further away i drift, the more i begin to suffer he kisses me repeatedly, never missing a single beat i ponder, if only there was a chance we could ever meet someplace in the middle, where stillness would allow us even something just a little, in that, i would trust divine
repeated numerals, always the usual, name in the crowd, songs chiming loud, signs from above, breathtaking as doves, guided intuition, true to our vision love on my mind, one of kind, you in my heart, a true work of art burdens
i’ve allowed the halfheartedness of past lovers to swallow me whole, to flood my mind with worrying thoughts and melancholic sentiments, to dictate my natural being and my sacred core, and to make me believe that they were the ones to save me my love cannot flow to those whose hearts are guarded i cannot force the purity of my intentions on those who abuse it but now i constantly wonder, if it is you who will actually choose it lionhearted prince
child, don't be afraid does the weight of the world feel heavy on your shoulders? does your love mirror the affection that you're given? do you feel alone when the lights go out? there's a glimmer of hope shining through the pavement can you see a new beginning, like the one you've been craving? is it enough to make you get through the day? or are your demons chasing you, throwing you back into the fray? child, don't be afraid are you aware that you are the only one in the world? can you see how lovely you have the potential to be? do you have the courage to wholeheartedly be yourself? please, don't feel alone when it all comes crashing down. |